Jan. 29th, 2020

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I would call yesterday a success in my books. By the end of the day I got done what I needed to do and a few other side projects that I have been trying to get to.

I am hoping to keep the momentum going today. I have a plan and I know what interruptions there will be during the day. Now onto executing it.

I did like Picard. It had enough call backs to attach it to Next Gen but enough new material to keep my interest.

We also watched our way through “Why Women Kill” which was an amazing show. It is told from three time periods in the same house where there has been a dead body. The tales of the hows and whys were very well done. Solid cast and good writing. And they played fair all the way. What you see at the beginning is explained by the end.

The Dragon Prince is a little gem that is not getting enough attention. The world building in it is top notch and the characters are not one note. Plus the Dragon Prince is really cute.

Yes, we are watching Doctor Who. Yes, I know I have not done a New Who Review for this season. I am hoping to get back to that considering what happened in the last episode. I have some ideas on that.

Prodigal Son has become must see TV in this household. Well acted and a dynamic story, it has our attention.

We have to pick and choose what we want to spend our time on. There are only so many hours in the day and there is a lot of content out there.

We did see Doolittle and could see the patchwork of an edit between the various directors and writers. But it was not a bad film and Antonio Banderas is amazing in it. Not a perfect film but some really good fun.

I have been feeling a sense of clarity that I have been missing for a long time. And it is a good feeling indeed. I know I talk a lot about the depressing parts of depression but I also want to make sure to note when things are better. The phrase ‘it does gets better’ is one that needs to be said but with that phrase there needs to be more ‘how did it get better?’ Saying a phrase over and over and it can become noise to those it is being said to.

How does it get better? Now that I have a therapist who listens to me, it has gotten better. I feel more like my old self and others have commented on that. I am not tired every minute of every day. My four hour good to do something window has expanded to over 12 hours and I am feeling like I have to nap in the latter half of the day. My focus is back. My brain can keep on track getting from point a to point b without distracting myself by other things. Projects do not seem as overwhelming as they did. I am no longer paralyzed in fear as to where to start and I appreciate what I have gotten done.

I am grateful for the medications that are helping me become me again.

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