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RTBTCKI My Fate My Hands
Oct. 18th, 2018 09:45 amIt is amazing to me how much better I feel now that I know what has been going on with me and how I can ‘fix’ the problems. I have another what I call life annoying problem rather than a life threatening problem. It does create some new limitations and gives me things to look out for but it isn’t killing me.
This morning we have lots of fluffy clouds passing by rather quickly. These are the kinds of clouds that you can spend hours looking for shapes and telling stories based on the shapes. I have been watching them just enjoying the story that is unfolding in my head.
I know I do better when I have control over a situation. I hate it when there are things that I cannot control or don’t know. It is part of what made me a good stage manager. I like conventions where I know the people and the rules for the place so we can slide in and do what we need to do for a good convention.
Now I have control over what I need to do to improve my health situation. I am going to sit down and make a plan of attack that I will then execute. I really feel like a weight has been lifted from my shoulders.
I can now plan my life without having to put more Doctor’s visits and worry about what was next in the health rodeo. Next for me is my annual check-up in February 2019 and that’s a good feeling.
The cats had another round of kitty politics over one spot that they all seem to want for some strange reason. Apparently they have worked out some sort of schedule because they seem to be rotating who gets the spot.
I really dislike our internet/wifi provider who has given us nothing but excuses as to why our wifi is very crappy. If anyone has any ideas of what we might do, I am happy to listen. Currently we are told that we are the furthest from the main hub so we are SOL. The modem is provided by Verizon and we haven’t changed it in a number of years. The signal through the house is OK. The problem is the lack of speed. It can take an hour to do what I can do at the library in 15 minutes.
I dislike it when the landscapers for yards down the street insist in parking in front of our house and block our driveway with their trucks, trailers, equipment, etc. Right now I do not have to go anywhere but is annoying that I cannot go anywhere until they are done with their work. If it is our guys, I don’t have a problem because they are good about not blocking our driveway and it’s our yard they are working on.
Still have to get the Halloween lights and decorations up. I think Caroline and I will tackle that on Saturday while Peter is at a one day local convention. Caroline loves to participate in the decorating.
Off to the next project in the long list of things that need to be done.
I am grateful for having my fate in my hands.
This morning we have lots of fluffy clouds passing by rather quickly. These are the kinds of clouds that you can spend hours looking for shapes and telling stories based on the shapes. I have been watching them just enjoying the story that is unfolding in my head.
I know I do better when I have control over a situation. I hate it when there are things that I cannot control or don’t know. It is part of what made me a good stage manager. I like conventions where I know the people and the rules for the place so we can slide in and do what we need to do for a good convention.
Now I have control over what I need to do to improve my health situation. I am going to sit down and make a plan of attack that I will then execute. I really feel like a weight has been lifted from my shoulders.
I can now plan my life without having to put more Doctor’s visits and worry about what was next in the health rodeo. Next for me is my annual check-up in February 2019 and that’s a good feeling.
The cats had another round of kitty politics over one spot that they all seem to want for some strange reason. Apparently they have worked out some sort of schedule because they seem to be rotating who gets the spot.
I really dislike our internet/wifi provider who has given us nothing but excuses as to why our wifi is very crappy. If anyone has any ideas of what we might do, I am happy to listen. Currently we are told that we are the furthest from the main hub so we are SOL. The modem is provided by Verizon and we haven’t changed it in a number of years. The signal through the house is OK. The problem is the lack of speed. It can take an hour to do what I can do at the library in 15 minutes.
I dislike it when the landscapers for yards down the street insist in parking in front of our house and block our driveway with their trucks, trailers, equipment, etc. Right now I do not have to go anywhere but is annoying that I cannot go anywhere until they are done with their work. If it is our guys, I don’t have a problem because they are good about not blocking our driveway and it’s our yard they are working on.
Still have to get the Halloween lights and decorations up. I think Caroline and I will tackle that on Saturday while Peter is at a one day local convention. Caroline loves to participate in the decorating.
Off to the next project in the long list of things that need to be done.
I am grateful for having my fate in my hands.
