The More Things Change...

We are in a pattern that is hard to see. There is a pattern to what we are doing but it is not complete at this time nor does it make much sense. Chaotic as it is, this is how our lives are for this week. By next week, other things will be in place and the pattern will come more into focus. There are things I need to add to the pattern to make it work for everyone but until I can get it into focus, I can’t figure it out.

Our lives change daily. It is just part of living. It can be minor things that change or it can be major things. The major things tend to make us sit up and take note of the change or force the chance upon us.

But even with that change there are some constants in one’s life. Things that are just part of life that we don’t even notice. Some of these constants are comforting and others need to be changed because they create destructive patterns.

I have been thinking a lot about patterns recently. Makes me wish we had a labyrinth in the area that I could go walk and just think. I am avoiding thinking about some things that I really should be taking head on and I know I am doing that. That is an old pattern that I have worked years trying to break but it still creeps in. That and dusting. For some reason I hate dusting.

So we work through the patterns and figure out how they move and change which is happening a lot these days. It will all work out in the end. Just seems a little messy right now or maybe that’s because one of the cats just barfed.

I am grateful for patterns that work.