I deal with severe depression every single day of my life. To me, it's like a heavy suffocating blanket that I can't untangle myself from no matter how hard I try. I do the whole happy facade because my sister once told me that no one wants to be around me if I'm "moody" all the time.
People who have never suffered from depression have no idea what it feels like. My brother told me "If you think you're happy, you will be happy." I just looked at him.
I think about suicide every single day. I've attempted it and won't rule it out. Some days the pain is so overwhelming that suicide seems like a logical solution.
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Date: 2014-08-12 03:25 pm (UTC)People who have never suffered from depression have no idea what it feels like. My brother told me "If you think you're happy, you will be happy." I just looked at him.
I think about suicide every single day. I've attempted it and won't rule it out. Some days the pain is so overwhelming that suicide seems like a logical solution.